Finding Strength

It is in herself for blog

Hello friends

I hope all is good with you.

This is the last post in the Radiant Warrior series and the last of my big paintings reproduced from my Warrior Women journal.

Immediately after I posted my previous post I went to bed, I had had a really difficult day at work, not for any particular reason, but I was so sensitive to the noises my colleagues were making just having normal conversations, they were driving me crazy, or at least that’s what I thought.  But the next day I woke up feeling very unwell with a migraine, which in retrospect accounts for me being so irritable the day before.  I spent the whole day in bed trying not to move because every time I did move I was violently sick and that just made my headache worse.

At 9pm that night T phoned the ‘out of hours’ medical advice line to see if any thing could be done to help me, but apparently I wasn’t so ill I needed urgent medical attention.  But I did get some advice that was helpful.  Applying a warm hot water bottle to the back of my neck did ease things a little and I was finally able to take and keep down some pain killers.  I spent a total of 3 days in bed and the next two days feeling a bit ‘washed out’.

On Monday I was feeling a bit better and as it was a pleasant day I went for a walk along the beach, as I had had no exercise at all while I was feeling so sick.  On Tuesday I went back to work.  I’ve been taking things easy and slowly been getting back to normal.

Fortunately T has been a lot better so he’s been looking after me.

Seems like these days we take it in turns to look after each other!

The image above is 30″ by 22″ and is a reproduction in paint of this page in my journal  made up of paint, collage and penwork and measuring  15″ by 9″

In Herself

I think it is the most successful of the big paintings I’ve done which is why I saved it till the last.

Similarly this Radiant Warrior mask is my favourite too:

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This mask and the previous one were inspired by the images of the people of the Omo Valley in Ethiopia in the video below.   I would have liked to have made more masks, but I’ve run out of space to store them, so the series has come to an end for now.

So here is the inspirational video of the beautiful people of the Omo Valley photographed by Hans Silvester.  Every time I see these images the beauty of the people touches me deeply.  I hope you enjoy watching this as much as I do 🙂

 

Next Saturday I’m off to London to meet up with some of the lovely women I met at the Call of The Wild Soul Art Retreat in September 2012 and to see the Jean-Michel Basquiat exhibition ‘Boom for Real’ at the Barbican.  It’s going to be a great day 🙂

That’s all for now folk,s take good care of yourselves, be creative and I’ll see you soon.

Big love

AJ xxxxxxx

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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Happy New Year!

Strength and Dignity

Hello friends!

Wishing you a very happy and healthy new year!

Well 2014 was certainly a year to remember but I am so looking forward to the new year, to getting through the next 3 rounds of chemo then, getting good results on the regression or elimination of the cancer and finally getting my health and strength back.

Despite my being the Christmas Grinch I actually had a good time, I saw the French side of my family just before Christmas that is my brother, his wife and my nephew and niece. On Christmas Day T and I had lunch with my parents and then in the afternoon my older brother and his wife joined us.  I got lots of really lovely gifts too and I’d like to thank all my family and friends for their generosity.

This week I’ve been feeling a lot better but when I had a blood test yesterday my white cell count was a bit low, so that now has to be monitored.

On 2 January I go in for round 4 of chemo, the drug that was taken out last time has been put back in but at half the strength or quantity I had previously.  In my ‘take home’ pack this time as well as the three lots of medication I will also have some fibre sachets and some injections that will need to be given to me on the fifth day after the chemo one a day for 5 days.  I have been told that I can give the injections myself and they will show me how, but I’m not sure I’ll be able to jab myself with a needle.  If I can’t then the district nurse will come and do it for me.  These injections are something to help build up the white cells.  Ah well that’s something different to get used to  😐

2014 has been a crazy year – we finally got our new kitchen installed (by ourselves – it took us 3 months to complete! ) after waiting nearly 20 years; the summer delivered some lovely sunny weather and that always makes me feel good; the local history group was as busy as ever with lots of exhibitions and events throughout the year; I really enjoyed the Arts Festival; I got to go to a Buckingham Palace garden party, I got a new job and pay rise within the company I work for, unfortunately I only did the job for a short time before I became sick but when I’m well I am looking forward to doing the new role and doing something that will be more challenging and rewarding than the data inputting I was doing for the previous 18 months; I have received lots of love and support from family and friends both near and far and I’ve realised that there are lessons to be learnt and good things that can be taken from bad situations.

Still, roll on 2015 and hopefully getting back to normal.

The page above is the last page of the Warrior Women Journal and was completed a few weeks ago. I have also now finished the cover and will share that with you over the next two posts.  I like the bright colours and the smiling warrior woman.

Today I am especially thinking about my friend Ruth who I met online a few weeks ago. She has had a much longer and harder journey than I have so far but she has faced each challenge with grace and dignity.  Right now things are really tough for her and she’s off line and taking time for herself.  I am so grateful to have met you Ruth and I’m holding you in my thoughts.  Onwards and Upwards.

Thanks again to you all for your support and love and please know that I wish every single one of you all the very best for the coming year – let’s make it a good one 🙂

Take care of yourselves

Big love

AJ 🙂 xxx

 

 

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