Finding Strength

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Hello friends

I hope all is good with you.

This is the last post in the Radiant Warrior series and the last of my big paintings reproduced from my Warrior Women journal.

Immediately after I posted my previous post I went to bed, I had had a really difficult day at work, not for any particular reason, but I was so sensitive to the noises my colleagues were making just having normal conversations, they were driving me crazy, or at least that’s what I thought.  But the next day I woke up feeling very unwell with a migraine, which in retrospect accounts for me being so irritable the day before.  I spent the whole day in bed trying not to move because every time I did move I was violently sick and that just made my headache worse.

At 9pm that night T phoned the ‘out of hours’ medical advice line to see if any thing could be done to help me, but apparently I wasn’t so ill I needed urgent medical attention.  But I did get some advice that was helpful.  Applying a warm hot water bottle to the back of my neck did ease things a little and I was finally able to take and keep down some pain killers.  I spent a total of 3 days in bed and the next two days feeling a bit ‘washed out’.

On Monday I was feeling a bit better and as it was a pleasant day I went for a walk along the beach, as I had had no exercise at all while I was feeling so sick.  On Tuesday I went back to work.  I’ve been taking things easy and slowly been getting back to normal.

Fortunately T has been a lot better so he’s been looking after me.

Seems like these days we take it in turns to look after each other!

The image above is 30″ by 22″ and is a reproduction in paint of this page in my journal  made up of paint, collage and penwork and measuring  15″ by 9″

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I think it is the most successful of the big paintings I’ve done which is why I saved it till the last.

Similarly this Radiant Warrior mask is my favourite too:

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This mask and the previous one were inspired by the images of the people of the Omo Valley in Ethiopia in the video below.   I would have liked to have made more masks, but I’ve run out of space to store them, so the series has come to an end for now.

So here is the inspirational video of the beautiful people of the Omo Valley photographed by Hans Silvester.  Every time I see these images the beauty of the people touches me deeply.  I hope you enjoy watching this as much as I do 🙂

 

Next Saturday I’m off to London to meet up with some of the lovely women I met at the Call of The Wild Soul Art Retreat in September 2012 and to see the Jean-Michel Basquiat exhibition ‘Boom for Real’ at the Barbican.  It’s going to be a great day 🙂

That’s all for now folk,s take good care of yourselves, be creative and I’ll see you soon.

Big love

AJ xxxxxxx

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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Everything will be OK

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Hello friends

Hope all is good with you, it’s been hectic around here recently.  Life on the roller-coaster has been intense.  It goes like that sometimes.  We sometimes can have weeks or months of relative calm and then this tsunami wave hits us and knocks us completely off kilter –  either up in the air in all directions at the same time or down into the deep dark depths.  It’s hard to watch someone you love going through so much turmoil and distress and not be able to help.  Imagine how much harder it is for the person in the middle of a bipolar storm inside their head.  After years of dealing with this I’ve finally learnt that I can’t fix it I just need to be here to give support where I can and be here as a witness.  Only time and medication can calm the storm and even then not completely just for a while, sometimes for a long while other times just for a short breathing space.  It can be bloody exhausting for both of us.

At least now you might understand why I’m so erratic in keeping my blog, why I’m so unrealiable at working with other people on projects or even keeping in contact with blog friends.  But that’s life and I truly believe what it says in the image above ‘in the end everything will be OK’.

The painting above is a big reproduction of the back page of my Warrior Women journal, it measures 22″ by 30″, and here is the original which is collage, paint and pen work and measures 7″ by 9″.  In this instance I prefer the original.

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In the midst of the chaos that’s been going on I managed to do two things for myself recently, first I went to an Open Studio in Southsea to see the artist My Dog Sighs:

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The Welcome Sign

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The artist My Dog Sighs talking to another artist.

I took the photos but copyright for the art belongs to My Dog Sighs.

My Dog Sighs is the creator of Free Art Friday and here’s a video about him and that subject:

What a Star! 🙂

Also last week I went out for a meal with my lovely friend Gina to a restaurant called Karma in Newport.  We had a great meal and a lovely chat, it did me good to be out with a friend for a short while doing normal stuff 🙂

This is the penultimate Radiant Warrior, and I must admit I like this one even though she has a wonky nose.

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That’s all for now, hope you are keeping well, happy and creative.

Big Love

AJ XXX

 

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When life feels overwhelming

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Hello friends

I hope you are all well and happy, I didn’t realise I’d been away so long again, over a month this time.  So what have I been doing?  To be honest I’m not really sure.

We had a short holiday in Devon at the beginning of September but it wasn’t really successful as we were in the camper van and tent and the weather was pretty awful, wet and windy!  We couldn’t use the roof tent in the van because of the wind and after the first day we had a river of mud running through the tent.  One night it was so windy it broke one of the tent poles so we had to pack up in the pouring rain and come home a day early.  All in all it was a bit bleak.  Such a shame as the camp site was really nice, and South Devon is lovely but hey-ho that’s camping in the English summer for you!

I didn’t get a very good education when I was young, I ‘failed’ the 11+ exam and was sent to a secondary modern school.  I really wanted to go to art school, but the art teacher didn’t encourage us to explore our own creativity, his idea of teaching art was to make us reproduce art just like his. He was not inspiring or encouraging and he was really stingey with the art materials.  I just had this feeling that given the chance I could be creative, unfortunately I never got the opportunity when I was at school.

When we got to about 15 and we had to seriously think about what we were going to do when we left school the ‘careers advisor’ came to talk to us.  I was told that my choices were shop or factory work, after all (I was told) I’d probably get married and have children soon so I didn’t need a career.  I was made to feel that my opinion on this really didn’t matter because I wasn’t going to get any further education.

To be fair though I had no idea what I wanted to do and I really lacked confidence so I thought those were my only options.  I sat my end of school exams, but I always worried myself sick about exams   always assuming I was going to fail. I actually left school half way though the Biology exam. I remember thinking to myself ‘what am I doing here?’ putting my pen down and walking out of the exam room and school without completing the paper. I never returned to school after that.  My qualifications when I left school were Art and English O level passes and CSEs (Certificate in Secondary Education) in Maths, Needlework and Religious Education.  That doesn’t look very impressive on a CV but I did manage to get a few more qualifications after leaving school.

My first job was working in a clothing factory making map pockets for the knees of RAF flying suits.  I had a lot of different jobs after that, in the 1970s it was possible to try one job for a while and if you didn’t like it you could leave and the next week get another job as long as you didn’t want high paid work there was plenty of employment.  If nothing else it gave us lots of experience and variety.

Anyway I’ve always been disappointed that I didn’t get a good art education, so now at the age of 62 I’m trying to in some ways rectify that.  I can’t afford (financially or time wise) to go to college now, but thanks to the internet I’m finding lots of free teaching material online and I’m trying to work through some ideas and projects on my own.  We’ll just have to see how that goes…

I am also trying not to be overwhelmed by the state of the world at the moment, and that’s a really challenge.  I have to keep reminding myself to go back to mindfulness – breath in, breath out, inside everything is calm and OK.

The image above is a big (30″ by 22″) reproduction of this page below in my Warrior Women journal:

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Here is another Radiant Warrior mask (a bit scary this one – an earless, robotic, kali type figure).

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And here is a video of artist Lily Mixe, she does really thoughtful and detailed art.  I LOVE paste ups 🙂

 

That’s all for now friends, I’ll be back soon.  In the meantime have fun and create some art.

Big love from me

AJ xxx

 

 

 

 

 

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A Woman of Strength!

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Hello friends

It’s funny I’ve picked this image for today’s post because today I’m not feeling strong at all.  I’m so tired right now I could go to bed and not get up until tomorrow!

It is self inflicted though, yesterday we had the first LGTB Pride event ever in our county and it took place on the beach in the town where I live.  It was really fantastic.  We left home at about 10am and at 11:30 we got to see the parade after it had been through the town and was making it’s way along the Esplanade.

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After that we had to join a long queue to get into the main Pride area which included a village of food stalls and information booths, a small entertainment area and a fabulous tea tent where we could get teas served in a teapot and china cups and saucers.  There was some good entertainment in there too.  There was also an arena on the beach for the main entertainment.  The weather was good and everyone was happy it was such a lovely and friendly day.

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T was booked to DJ at the After Party that evening in a club on the sea front.  Near to the end of the day we spent a couple of hours at the venue while stuff was being set up and eventually he could have a sound check.  We managed to get home at about 8pm.  Just time to feed the cats, have a short rest and get a bite to eat and then we were back at the club by 10pm.

When we walked in it was a bit like a high school disco, the dance floor was full of young people and there was synchronised dancing going on to YMCA.

T’s set of classic House music started at 10:30 and immediately the dance floor emptied of all the young people, they seemed confused because he wasn’t playing tunes they could sing along to or recognise!  But it soon filled up again with slightly older and more serious clubbers.  I danced all through his set and at 11:30 the next DJ took over and he also played really good House music and we both danced through most of his set.  It was hot in the club and by the end my legs were cramping up.  At 12:30 T said he was tired and we decided to leave.  It was difficult because the DJ just kept playing tunes that I really wanted to dance to, but I had to admit defeat in the end.

The whole Pride event was super fantastic and we are really pleased that we were able to participate in it.

Today we have been taking things easy and tonight I’ll be having an early night!

The image above is a 30″ by 22″ painting reproducing this page from my Warrior Woman art journal:

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I don’t feel that the big painting is a good representation of the page in the book this time, but hey, you can’t win ’em all 🙂

And here is another Radiant Warrior mask:

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That’s all for now folks, take care of yourselves and I’ll see you soon.

Big love

AJ xxx

 

 

 

 

 

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Glorious Mess

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Hello friends

Summer time and the living is …. a bit busy to be honest 🙂  I am working on another big project in the garden that is going to take up a fair bit of time, but hopefully in the long run will make life a bit easier.

The image above is a painting 30″ by 22″ based on a page from my Warrior Women art journal.  Here is the original page  that is 15″ by 9″:

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And here is another Radiant Warrior mask made on my radiotherapy mask:

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Finally here is a video of an local artist Sue Paraskeva who throws beautiful porcelain pots and then smashes them. I met Sue at an event last week where she did a performance but because I was volunteering at the event was not able to see her part of the show.  Although our meeting was brief there was something about her that I really liked so afterwards I looked her up and found this video portrait.  It’s about 8 minutes long but it’s worth watching because it is so beautifully filmed and gives a much better idea of why after taking the time and care to produce a perfect pot the next logical thing to do is to smash it.  Have a look and see what you think.

SUE PARASKEVA: ARTIST PROFILE a film by Jamie Isbell

 

 

 

 

 

 

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Fire Within Me

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Hello friends

I hope all is good with you.  Last night we had another terrorist attack in London and my thoughts are with everyone who has been affected by this terrible event. Three attackers killed seven people and injured 48 others.  The attackers who were wearing fake suicide belts were shot and killed by eight police officers who fired 50 shots.  The whole event from the first call about people being run down on London Bridge to the last attacker being shot at Borough Market took eight minutes.  Congratulations and thanks to those first responders who risked their lives and took decisive action to protect others.

There are no words really, how do you try to understand and explain or comprehend these acts of terror?  I’m sorry but I have no idea.

What I do know is that I personally will not give in to them, they will not have my hate and I will not live in fear.

T and I had already planned to visit London tomorrow to see the Howard Hodgkin exhibition at the National Portrait Gallery and we are still going to do that.  I don’t want to sit at home being scared, I want to live my life and I know that I have to see Howard Hodgkin’s paintings I’m looking forward to it.

The image above is a big painting 22″ x 30″ reproducing the cover of my Warrior Women art journal and here is the original cover which measures 7″ x 9″.

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And here is another Radiant Warrior from my mask project:

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My post is short and sweet this week as I’ve other things I need to be doing right now.

Look after yourselves and I’ll see you soon.

Big Love

AJ xxx

 

 

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Art from Malaga and me

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Hello Friends

Continuing with the theme of Radiant Warriors here is another ‘mask’ I made using the radiotherapy mask I had to wear during treatment.

This week I had my 62nd Birthday and although it’s not a very attractive number it was still a cause to celebrate being alive and well.  It was a glorious sunny day and I had taken the day off work so we went out for a drive.  We stopped off at a couple of beaches for walks, lunch and ice-cream.  In the evening T took me out for a meal at a local restaurant.  It was a good day 🙂

We thought about going camping for the rest of the weekend but the weather changed, got cooler and rained, and I’m only a fairweather camper, so we stayed at home.

I’ve really been missing all that art and culture we saw when we were on holiday in Malaga at the beginning of May.

One day we went to the Centre for Contemporary Art, Malaga It’s an amazing space.  The temporary exhibitions we saw there were:

Jia Aili A Chinese artist who paints huge, futuristic and somewhat desolate paintings.  T really appreciated this art but for me, although I could appreciate the skill involved, they were too depressing and bleak.

Image source https://www.chinesenewart.com/chinese-artists11/jiaaili.htm

There was an exhibition of Studio Film Club posters byScottish artist Peter Doig, which I absolutely loved, so bright and colourful and fun.  And it seems that Peter has very similar taste in films as T and me.

Image source https://biblioklept.org/2013/08/11/peter-doigs-studio-film-club-posters/ where you can see more of the posters.

You can find out more about Peter here : https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Peter_Doig

There was a moving exhibition by the American artist Travis Somerville

You can find out more about Travis Someville’s art here: http://www.travissomerville.com/

As well as the temporary exhibitions there is a lot of excellent art in the permanent collection.  We had a great time inside this fantastic building.

Here is the bendy man sculpture at the entrance to CAC Malaga.  I took this photograph, I didn’t realise it was OK to take photos inside the Centre so the those images are not mine (I have mentioned the sources where I was not the photographer):

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The area of Malaga where the Centre for Contemporary Art is located is called Soho, it’s an up and coming area and there is just load and loads of fantastic street art there.

Here is another of my large paintings (30″ x 22″) reproducing pages from my Warrior Women art journal:

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And here is the original page it measures 15″ by 9″:

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I don’t normally like listening to ‘experts’ explaining about art, mainly because I rarely understand what they are talking about it all sounds like gobbledegook to me, but I saw this video yesterday about an exhibition by Howard Hodgkin at the National Portrait Gallery in London.  Howard Hodgkin died in March of this year. I first discovered him when I bought a book of his paintings in a local charity shop and a bit later I saw one of his original paintings at Pallant House Gallery in Chichester.  I love his use of colour, but now I’ve found out a little bit more about him I realise what a fascinating and talented man he was.  I love the way that Paul Moorhouse takes us through this exhibition of portraits and I understand completely what he talks about.  We are planning on visiting this exhibition before it closes on 18 June:

That’s all for now folks, see you soon

Big love

AJ xxx

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Merry Christmas!

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Hello Friends!

Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year to you all.

I’ve been caught up with preparations for the Festivities and (as usual) had little time for anything else!  But I made it and here we are on Christmas morning and everything is ready so let the fun begin!

T has just woken up so shortly we will be opening presents and then starting preparations for lunch.  Mum and Dad are coming here for lunch today so that will be fun!

The image above is a sock reindeer I made last week, it’s a strange looking creature but I just couldn’t resist it when I saw the kit in a shop.

Anyway I’m still trying (not very successfully) to get back into regular  blogging and will continue with that attempt in the New Year, we’ll just have to see how it goes 🙂

Have a lovely Christmas and I wish you all a very happy and healthy New Year.

BIG LOVE

AJ xxx

 

Mindfulness

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I hope all is good with you in these challenging times for all of us. Sometimes it feels to me like the whole world is going mad, there is a monumental shift taking place and I feel so out of synch with it all.

I can’t change the results of the referendum or the US election, or the way other people think, and I understand that our political systems have failed and disenfranchised so many, but this shift to isolationism and xenophobia is really worrying me.

So I keep reminding myself of that quote by Mahatma GhandiBe the change that you wish to see in the world.’  I know I have to be the very best version of myself that I can be.  I try every day to be a good, caring and thoughtful person.  I’ll be honest with you admit that most days I fail miserably, there is usually some point in the day when I get angry or upset about something or someone I don’t agree with, but every day I start again and try to improve.  I don’t know if I will ever be the person I truly want to be and I realise if I can’t even do that for myself how can I expect the rest of the world to be the caring, compasionate, inclusive world I want it to be.  Just got to keep trying…..

Practising mindfulness is helping and I am getting some clarity and calmness from it.

The image above is the back page of my 6″ by 9″ journal and it is to remind me to be mindful.

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When I was 18 years old in 1973 T and I set off to travel overland to India, our first stop was Amsterdam where we spent a few days waiting for the Magic Bus  to leave.  The bus was actually going all the way to India but we only took it as far as Istanbul, and travelled the rest of the way on public transport.

While we were in Amsterdam, killing time, we were wandering about the city one evening and we came across the Stedelijk Museum of contemporary and modern art.  It was a cold and miserable October evening and it was dry and warm in the museum so we went inside.  There was hardly anyone else there and we had a great time looking at the amazing art.  There was an exhibition of machines made by the artist Jean Tinguely.  These machines were fantastic and playful, I had never seen anything like it before in my life.

The Stedelijk Museum currently (until 5 March 2017) has another exhibition by Jean Tinguely called Machine Spectacle.  If you happen to be in Amsterdam before 5 March I recommend you visit, I’m sure you won’t be disappointed:

Take care of yourselves and I’ll see you soon.

Big LOVE

AJ xxx

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Life as Play

Life as Play

Hello friends

It’s been pouring with rain most of the day today so I’ve been in my room painting, I’m very close to being half way through my big personal project. (So still several months to go before completion)!

Last weekend the weather was much better and I spent it out in the garden on a different kind of creative project.  I built this raised bed in an attempt to make growing vegetables a bit easier for T, as he’s struggling at the moment.  I’ve got two more to build.  Now that I know how to do it the next ones should be easier.

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I’m also trying to eliminate the weeds from the paths by killing them then covering the area with cardboard, membrane and gravel. I bought some preserver to paint the wood too, but ran out of time last weekend and the weather is not good enough this weekend.

The image at the top is another page from my small 6″ x 9″ journal, I finished this page off on Monday when I had to go for my check up at Southampton hospital.  It’s a good job I took something to do as they were running an hour late by mid-day when I was supposed to see the doctor and I’d already been there for a couple of hours as I have to have a blood test at least an hour before my appointment.  Anyway I saw a nice young doctor and all is good and I’m still in remission 19 months after treatment finished.  🙂

To celebrate here is a lovely video by Thomas Blanchard I found on the internet this week, it’s mesmerising and I could watch it over and over.  In fact I have watched it over and over again.  If you enjoy it as much as I do perhaps you could leave a comment for Thomas? :-).

 

 

When I posted this I could see the video, but now I can’t? Just in case you can’t see it either just click on the link for Thomas Blanchard and the video is called Kingdom of Colours.

I hope all is good with you, I’ll see you soon.

Big love

AJ xxx

 

 

 

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