It’s a wet, windy and dismal day here on the Isle of Wight and I’ve been struggling with a low mood, actually been on the verge of tears a couple of times, and I have no idea why. I’m not normally a depressive person but I let things at work get to me today. Two days of having computers not working hasn’t helped because it has put me behind with stuff. I have let other stupid little things get to me too.
Coming home, doing some art and stroking Billy Kat has helped a lot. Cats are such good therapy 🙂 There is a big meeting at work on Friday with a lot of senior managers, and I really need to get a positive head on for that. Today if anyone had asked me how things are I’d have struggled to say anything positive and that’s not good. Sometimes I just get days like this and hopefully I can turn it around tomorrow – I must remember I can make a choice to be happy, breath and smile 🙂
This spread is from my 6×6 journal. I started with a smooth gesso’d background, painted it with a brown acrylic then collaged some ripped vintage pages (that Alicia from Altered Bits sent me) and some scraps of old maps of my town. I don’t actually use the real maps, but scan them, print them on photographic paper and age them with tea so they look like the real thing. Then I used some blue acrylic paint and some white ink dabbed through punchinella and wrote the quote (in my poor handwriting) in white ink and highlighted (or do I mean lowlighted it) with black.
I have become aware recently how much people look at the past through rose tinted glasses. Especially at work, things were always better back then, in the Good Old Days, although when that time was differs from person to person. I also know that rather than aching for the past and what was, we should all try and live more in the present. As Oprah says, “this moment is the only one you know you have for sure”. So we’d better enjoy it.
Thanks for listening, just putting this all down has helped me to lift my mood, I think tomorrow is going to be fine.
Enjoy the rest of your week.